2am, where do I begin
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaTheOry 
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

Too afraid, to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
Cause the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me till I fall asleep

I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Then you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me
And the lonely... 

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Then you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again...

Meh

So its a rare Friday night off and how am I spending it? Home by myself. Thought a BBQ with some friends or family would be a nice way to spend the evening but everyone is either unwell or busy. So, as usual, it is just me, myself and I for the night. This is becoming a far too familiar pattern for me.

Made myself a home made roo burger and chips for dinner. It was quite pleasant and hardly any mess to have to clean up (a nice change). Watched Wrath of the Titans - not a movie I will be rushing to load up on the HD again any time soon. It wasn't necessarily bad, it just really did nothing to grab my attention during the movie. It was kind of 'meh'.

The biggest dilemma now seems to be - AFL qualifying final or NRL one? None of the teams playing are teams that I barrack for so its not really drawing me much either way. I could put another movie on but again, nothing is really leaping out at me to say "I want to watch this!"

I'll be 31 in 5 days time....

31....
Single....
In a job I no longer have passion for...
Being screwed around in my attempts to move into a career that I *do* have passion for....

FML.